Throughout Jesus’ time with His disciples there were many occasions when Jesus said to His disciples “O you of little faith” or “Don’t have so little faith”
As I continue down this journey with Holy Spirit towards the Father’s Intimate Embrace, I realize that if Jesus was physically with me He would say, Timothy – Don’t have so little of faith. The closer I move toward the Father’s heart the more holes I see in my faith. The more superficiality I see in my life. The more religion that is being unearthed in me, the more I see the falsetto - reaching a certain spot but unable to sustain it.
To admit one has little faith is a NO – NO in the church. Except you can say you have faith even if you possess no fruit of faith. People talk about their faith but rarely do people look at the evidence of one’s faith.
When I say I realize how little my faith is, let me explain. If Jesus’ followers spent 3.5 years of unadulterated, unbroken, uninhibited time with Jesus, 24/7/365 and Jesus told them O you of little faith. Yet most American Christians attend a church of ease, not submitted to authority, committed to no discipleship training, and have no spiritual fathering in their life, yet they have “great faith”…………………Impossible!
Great faith is HONED – to use a whetstone to sharpen a knife or blade. The Scripture says we have a measure of faith and we know there is a gift of faith, except this is not possession of Great Faith.

I have thought of myself in the past as a man of faith and I deceivingly believed it too. Today I am becoming a man of faith with a heart set on maturing into a man who possesses great faith. I believe it is a process and I believe it has a lot to do with how much religious dung and tradition is embedded in ones mind.
Knowing the Word of God, memorizing the Word of God, praying 2 hrs a day, and fasting 40 days does not make you a person of great faith. You would definitely be a personal of great spiritual disciplines.
There is a contrasting difference between knowing the Scripture and believing the Scripture. Knowing the Scripture is data filed in your brain computer. Believing the Scripture is “being convinced” it is infallible and true. We say we believe then we make decisions, we react, and we say things which are contradictions to the Word. We fail to connect what we say, what we do, and what we react to with the fruit of God’s Word. We fail to match our behavior and fruit and see if it matches the root.
Let’s look at a few scriptures. You probably will automatically say, I know that Scripture but are you CONVINCED?
- I am FREE from all condemnation: if you are absolutely convinced of this, why do we still battle with our past, our mistakes, our short comings, our busyness’, our failure to spend more time with Holy Spirit? If you are truly convinced you are free from all the accusations of Satan you would not get discouraged and down when you are accused by the father of lies.
- I am a king and priest to God: Do you act, talk, and live spiritually as though you are a king and priest? Not sometimes, but all the time? why not? Many do not even know what this means.
- I have been given all things that pertain to life: Do you live, act, talk, respond, and carry yourself with the confidence that you possess ALL things that pertain to life? I want to live this way but I don’t.
- I am convinced that Jesus is able to keep/guard what I have entrusted to Him: If we believe this with our whole heart why do we keep confessing it over and over? Why do we keep mentioning it to Father? Why do we worry about it?
- I have ALL my needs met by God according to His riches in glory: Do you live like, talk like, and possess the attitude that ALL your needs are met? Listen to what I am saying. I am not saying what your mouth is projecting. I am not saying the positive confessions you repetitively are confessing trying to convince yourself of this truth. Are you fully convinced in your spirit and you do not question it?
- I am holy and without blame: Do you see yourself holy and without any blame, marks, flaws, and blemishes?
I have about 65 more scriptures that tell you and I who we are in Christ and how Father sees us. This post is about “do you live more of your life convinced of these truths, or more of your life doubting, not feeling you measure up to His truths?”
You can know all of these truths, have them marked in your Bible and not be convinced about them. I have met many believers who were followers of faith ministries. They would correct every word you spoke negative, they would quote their faith teacher verbatim, they have a positive confession every time you ask them how they were? I am blessed of God and highly favored. BUT……………………BUT…………………………….. BUT………………………. outside of their positive confession and all the HPD – hyper religious dialogue did you match their confession with their fruit?
The reason this can be so difficult is because there is such a lack of relationships and openness in the church at large.
One of the critical components to look at is, are they submitted to authority? are they humble? are they generous givers? are they Christlike? How do they treat their spouse? How have their children turned out? How is their marriage?
I have been fairly knowledgable of a lot of churchy, religious, faddish, impressive, TBNish, and informative facts, truths, and Scripture throughout my journey. I was not convinced by a personal encounter with Holy Spirit that fused my knowledge with my heart where I could advance a troop and scale a wall – Fully Convinced.
Abraham was absolutely convinced that God was able to do anything he promised. (rom 4:21)
I’m absolutely convinced that nothing–nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow (rom 8:38)
I am [positively] persuaded that He is able to guard and keep that which has been entrusted to me and which I have committed [to Him] until that day. (2 tim 1:12)

I am becoming more convinced each day as I spend time in the Father’s inmate place. Right now in my life, I am dismantling, trashing, disconnecting, unhooking, tearing down, overthrowing, and submitting my life to Father for Him to scrutinize and carefully place in His refinery.
I am not discouraged, disappointed, or upset. This is where I am supposed to be and it is the perfect timing of the Lord. I want to be “absolutely positively convinced” what I know & believe will stand without wavering in hesitation, fear, approval, and popularity.
I want to be known before Father not approved and accepted by man’s accolades. I am not there but I am in a progressive forward movement to BECOME. I ask you to pray for me so I become who my Father says I am.
Jesus said in Matthew 8:10….I tell you the truth, this is the greatest faith I have found, even in Israel
Could it be said by heaven? I tell you the truth, this is the greatest faith I have found, even in Wilmington?













































This scripture informs us there is a process. It tells us we can “become” people who are Perfectly Prepared. I like the word perfect used with prepared. When I think about life almost everything we are currently doing is somewhat connected to preparation.

























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